Yet, no matter how well John achieved, he always seemed to recast his successes as abject failures, and in meetings with me, he would talk openly about how he'd let himself and others down.
Ipak, koliko god izvrstan John bio, činilo se da uvijek preinačuje svoje uspjehe u bijedne neuspjehe, a na našim je sastancima otvoreno govorio o tome kako je iznevjerio sebe i druge.