And they feel that discovery as deeply and desperately as we felt it on nights when we held Joel in our arms praying for hours, stubbornly holding out hope for a grace that we could not create for ourselves.
I onda bi osjetili to saznanje jednako duboko i očajno kao i mi u onim noćima kada smo Joela  satima držali u naručju i molili, tvrdoglavo se nadajući milosti koju nismo mogli sami sebi stvoriti.