And the problem is, that turns you into a shrewd animal who treats life as a game, and you become a cold,  calculating creature who slips into a sort of mediocrity where you realize there's a difference between your desired  self and your actual self.
I problem je u tome što vas to  pretvara u prepredenu životinju koja se životu odnosi kao prema igri i postajete hladno, proračunato stvorenje koje se uljulja u jednu vrstu osrednjosti u kojoj shvaćate da ima razlike između vašeg željenog 'ja' i vašeg stvarnog 'ja'.