But if I had done that, if I had given up writing, I would have lost my beloved vocation, so I knew that the task was that I had to find some way to gin up the inspiration to write the next book regardless of its inevitable negative outcome.
Ali da sam to učinila, da sam odustala od pisanja, znam da bih izgubila svoj voljeni poziv, tako da sam znala da je zadatak  bio taj da moram pronaći neki način da skupim inspiraciju da napišem sljedeću knjigu bez obzira na njen neupitno negativni ishod.