And I sometimes wonder whether I could have found such fulfillment in marriage and children if they'd come more readily, if I'd been straight in my youth or were young now, in either of which cases this might be easier.
I ponekad se pitam bih li mogao pronaći takvo ispunjenje u braku i djeci da su došli spremniji, da sam bio "straight" u mladosti  ili da sam sada mlad, kada bi to, u oba slučaja, bilo lakše.